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Fall comes in with a suddenness that thrills Inej. She throws open the windows in their apartment and busies herself in the kind of deep cleaning she won’t do again until Spring. There’s something good about doing it, something peaceful. If she must be stuck in a birdcage, she is at least stuck in a very good one, and she can at least make the soaces she occupies her own.

When she gets to the bedroom, she clears out their closest, dumping everything on the bed so she can start sorting out her summer thibgs and give Kaz’s clothes a good airing as well. He’s been here for years now. That never really strikes her until she sees the things they’ve amassed.

Once Kaz’s suits are done, she sits surrounded by her array of clothing, sorting diligently from the middle of the bed.

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"Good boy," she breathes against his skin, wet from her tongue. She blows a soft stream of air against him, watching the way his cock twitches. Her fingers fall to his thighs, and she squeezes him gently, digging her nails in just a little.

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He loves the way he handles him, the slightly rough touch. He makes a sound that's almost a laugh at what he calls him, though. It's not something anyone else would ever have thought to call Kaz Brekker.

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His breathless little chuckle earns him a slap to the thigh, a second one, and then a scrape across his naked belly. She licks him again, sliding her hand from his belly to his balls and squeezing slowly, gently at first but with increasing insistence.

"Don't contradict me."

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"No, ma'am," breathes Kaz, his hips trembling as she handles him like that. The squeeze on his balls is particularly good, if a little painful. He bites his lip over a moan.

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She gives him another squeeze, and then lowers her mouth on his cock again, gentle and soft and wet. Her grip shifts a little, just enough to make it a more soothing, rolling squeeze as she bobs her head with filthy, wet intention.

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She's good at this, and Kaz gives himself over to it completely the way she sucks at him, the way she handles him. He groans softly again, lifting his hips just barely off the bed.

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She takes her hands off him, lightning fast, to shove his hips back down onto the bed. Her head whips up, wet, lips spit-bruised.

"Hold still if you want it," she says, voice firm and dark, non-negotiable, but full of love. She looks at him with dark eyes, more pupil than anything else in that moment.

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That look sends a shiver straight through him, and Kaz nods, holding on to the bedframe so tightly that his knuckles bleed white.

"Yes, Ma'am," he says. "Inej. I understand." Holding still takes so much effort that his whole body is trembling, finely, but he does it for her.

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Inej teases at him now, licking and nuzzling, still holding him down even as he tries so hard to brace himself still. She reaches toward the beside table, finding the lube they keep there.

She slicks her fingers and teases one against him, slowly pressing in.

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They do this often enough that there's no moment of tension anymore, just a feeling of relief. Kaz lets out a sound that sounds like a sigh, his knees falling further apart as he relaxes for her, makes himself pliable, as she gives him what he wants.

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The easy way he relaxed for her, the way he sighed, sank such heat through her that she groaned against his cock. She goes slow; as much a tease as it is to make sure this feels as good for him as possible. And she knows how big that toy is, how far they need to stretch him before she can put on the harness and have her way with him.

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She still hasn't told him that he's allowed to move, so he doesn't, just lies there and take what he's given, his head falling back as much as it can against the pillow.

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For the moment, his shivering placidity just drives her on. She teases and prods at him, hooking her finger with diligent attention to seek that sweet spot inside him the way that he's done to her a hundred times. She wants to see how long it takes before he moves again, before he makes a desperate noise.

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When she finds it, his hip jolt - he can't help it. He squirms a little, pressing down onto her finger inside him. The sound he makes it almost a yelp. She has this effect on him. He shouldn't be surprised by it anymore.

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She makes a noise too, soft and wet and wanting, as his hips jump like that and as he makes his own noise. She pulls her finger back and slicks a second one, sliding it in to torture that spot inside him.

She moves her mouth to his thighs, kissing, brushing her teeth against his skin. Her fingers are faster now, but still intent.

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The noises that Inej is making don't help it when it comes to keeping his hips still, when it comes to doing as he's told. His thighs tremble at the touch of her mouth.

"Can I move?" he asks. All he wants in the world right then is to rock down onto the press of her fingers inside him.

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"You can ask prettier than that," Inej murmurs against his skin. Her fingers keep moving, urgent, seeking, trying to get him to move against his better judgment and control. She certainly can't punish him when it's involuntary. "You can beg, my love. Let me hear it, if you really want it."

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And he does. He begs, not even sure of the words that are bubbling out of his mouth, all of the pleases and loves and anythings. And he will do anything, right then. Would do anything for her. Anything she want.

"Please, Inej," he says, holding his hips still through sheer force of will. "Please, love. I'll...I'll do anything for you. I will. Anything you want."

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"I know you will," she coos. She slides a third slick finger into him, fucking him neatly. She moves her mouth up from his thigh and back to his cock, licking at the hard, rigid line of him as she makes her way back to the tip.

"I know you want me to do whatever I want. Go ahead and move."

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"Thank you," he breathes, and then he starts to roll his hips, his heel pressing into the mattress to give him a little bit of purchase as he presses down onto her fingers, his cock bumping against her lips. "Saints, thank you, Inej."

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"That's blasphemy, Kaz," Inej whispers, almost chuckling against him, definitely smiling. She licks at him obscenely as he scrambles for it, flushed with the desire that courses through her when he's like this, sweet and anxiously ready.

He's nearly there, she thinks. "I'll have to get up, if you want me to fuck you, you know."

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He almost tells her that he doesn't care if he insults every fucking saint who's ever lived, but he bites it back at the last moment, his hips still squirming down against the press of her fingers.

"I want you to fuck me," he mumbles. "Please."

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She coos softly, sucks at the head of his cock for just a moment as she eases her fingers out of him. Then, slowly, she rises from the bed. She did warn him, after all, that she had to get up if he wanted it. She returns goes to her drawers and pulls out a pair of shorts that have a ring into which the toy will fasten, and then she picks up the toy itself, a modest but weighty thing. Smaller than Kaz's own cock but still substantial.

Once it's fit into the shorts, she returns to him. She grabs the lube and strokes it, slowly. Because it's cool and slick, she doesn't ask him to do it; there's no sensation of flesh, and she doesn't want to put him off it. Instead, she leans down and kisses his lipstick-smudged mouth.

"My lovely boy," she whispers against him. "My handsome boy."

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It's the same toy as they always use, and Kaz is used to the jut of it, the weight of it. He appreciates the fact that she never puts in it his mouth, never pushes him further than she knows that he can take. He leans up, pressing up into the kiss a little.

"I love you," he mumbles. "I love you so much."

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"And I you," she murmurs against his lips, and then, with a smile, pushes him back down against the bed by his forehead. She slides her fingers into his hair and holds him there, while her other hand guides the toy in.